mwilliams89

I wish yesterday didn’t happen and tomorrow wouldn’t come Spending my time screaming at doors instead of just opening them up My nightmares have become bleak to the point where I can just call them my reality and finally get some sleep. Counting sheep Counting sheep Until there’s none left to jump thru my mind My eyes are like waves Rolling again and again at any breath of change Welcome who I should be and where my home could be instead of just where I’m stranded I wish yesterday didn’t happen perhaps that’ll never change but I can have higher hopes for tomorrow Each bite of time leaves cavities and st

I'm alive, I'm alive although I find myself forgetting. This is a song I could sing forever but a dance I get worn out to quick on and I know you want to share the dance floor but I ask can you just the learn the words to sing with me. I'm alive, I swear I'm alive although I find myself forgetting. Blacking out and needing to find my breath again. Each and every time my lungs expand with the weight of the new fresh air I catch myself wanting to give up. I'm ok. At least that's what I'm hoping is true.   The weight of my mind is getting heavy and I'm carrying it with a little bit more trouble than each day before. I'm alive, more alive tha